Taste of your own medicine, doctor?

Sagnik gleefully explained it to be my karma. Maybe I did deserve it, but still, universe, stars, moon, planets, and all the holy shooting stars notwithstanding, I'm not going to roll over now, or am I?

How does one learn to give up? Is patience a virtue, or is it the inability to act?

I know what I'm going to do, I've always known that, I'm predictable in a way. The thing that bugs me, is what I ought to do.

A nice pickle I've landed up into. I demand my mojo back! Gah!

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