Ah!!bugger...

S: I can't stop laughn! man i hpe m nt gtn insane! Me: Na,na..Laugh it out man.. Btr dan cryn.. Let it out. Punch a cushion if u want, u wnt go insane! S: He!he!he!nd guess wt i cudnt find an ashtray so i used an empty deo bottle's cap as an ashtray..lmfao Me:  innovative.. ebr relax..mathay jol dhal! S: Yeah, yeah.. im normal.. curse dis 'love' bullshit!! i nid to change my f*****g image!! now im thnking of becuming bald nd grow my goatee lyk serj.. nw datz wat i call a badass luk!! Me: ota has potential to be super cool or a super disaster.. ektu dekhe ota. S: M game for nethn nw..m going to try smthn different!! f**k dis 'boy next door' luk.. Me: Alryt then, slp on ths one.. kal wel meet up.. talk ds one out.gdnyt! .............. the feeling you get when you want to help out but just don't know how... this is going to be another long restless night....

The greatest poem ever known Is one all poets have outgrown: The poetry, innate, untold, Of being only four years old.

Sagnik made sense at 1.30am at night...A very rare event. But I knew i had to do it. Two hours and an endless stream of James Blunt later, I made up my mind to do it...But how? and what if...!  I woke up at 1, spending a good part of the night tossing and turning. Mom and Dad wished (and complained about the late hour) and I headed off to play. But i knew all along that today was the day. It had to be. Game over, off to meet the rest, Sagnik and Sohham do an eyebrow raised silent question. I shake my head, not yet. Soon! Two hours of roaming around and still nothing, i was starting to give up. "call up, or i'l kill u", Sagnik threatened. "yeah, soon", but i knew I couldn't. What if...! And, yet i did.. I just couldn't care for the IF'S anymore... and there it was... so easy, just so easy! At 10.30pm on 25th of June 2011, on my 20th birthday, I sang happy birthday to me ! And it was perfect!